I was born in Boston, Massachusetts, into a family of four – my parents, twin sister and me. I was raised Catholic, and as a kid I was in awe of God, especially of how He made everything in the world, but I thought of Him as someone I would meet at the end of my life. I remember thinking as a child that God would want me to be a sister and to take care of the sick, and I wished I could, but I had never met a religious and it didn’t seem like something I could actually do, so I was sure God would understand. By the time I was in high school this idea was off my radar.
My first year of college I attended Mass only a few times. My sister kept telling me, “God is real! Read your Bible! Come with me to Church! You don’t know what you are missing!” I did think God probably existed, and couldn’t imagine what she thought I was missing. Then one day I put my iPod on “shuffle” and the hymn, “Be Thou my Vision” started playing. I had bought this song after I heard it at my Grandfather’s funeral but never played it afterwards. As I listened to the words, I must have made this beautiful prayer my own because God answered it! In that moment I experienced God’s love so clearly that it left no room for doubt either about His existence or about His love for every person.
I became involved in my college’s Catholic Center where I grew in faith and was blessed by the ministry and the example of the religious who were our campus ministers. I started asking God to lead me and let me know His will for my life.
God surprised me with a vocation two years later. I was doing my homework when the Little Sisters of the Poor and their home for the elderly where I had volunteered a year before came to my mind. In that moment I knew God was telling me, “this is what I want for you.” I opened my Bible, and passages like Matthew 19:21, “Go, sell what you have, give to the poor and you will have treasure in Heaven, then come, follow me,” which had previously made me uneasy now were filling me with joy. I looked at the website of the Little Sisters and when I read the story of our foundress, St. Jeanne Jugan, and the charism and mission of our congregation, I could see that God had been preparing me in many specific ways to be able to say, “Yes, this is what I want to do with my life!” The difference this time was that I knew God was there to help me.
Still, it was not what I had been planning, and my family were not expecting it either. My sister and grandmother encouraged me to follow wherever God was leading. For the rest of my family, it took some time to come around to the idea, but I knew that just as God has a loving plan for my life, He has one for each of them too and that He is watching over them and helping them, just as He is helping me.
As a Little Sister of the Poor, my joy is to discover in the elderly, in our collaborators, in my sisters and in each person, from all over the world, the immense family of God, which is also my own!
On August 22, 2021, I made final vows at our Motherhouse, La Tour St. Joseph, in St. Pern, France. We were seven Little Sisters from India, Kenya, Hong Kong, Peru and the United States! I love this quote from St. Jean Eudes: that religious consecration means “to make profession of having but one life, one heart, one soul and one will with Jesus.” That is what I want more than anything! It is a lot. But I know that I can count on His grace, mercy and faithfulness forever.